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05 February 2015 @ 10:24 pm
New member coming through....  
Hi folks! Just discovered this community few minutes ago and decided to join in.

My name is Elsie. I have a pen name which is called Senya. I am 24 years old now. My biggest hobby is listening to music which genres include: Japanese indies, core, metal, rock, ambient, post-rock, shoegaze, and modern classical. My other hobbies are writing fiction and poetry, watching films and anime, and just browsing the internet. Few months ago, I had a full time job as barista but lost the job because my work performance wasn't too good due to lack of sleep caused by living in a very far away town which takes an hour and thirty minutes in a single trip to go to work.

I was diagnosed with psychosis six years ago. Before being able to go to the hospital for diagnosis, I had put in lots of effort to overcome my social phobia and agoraphobia. I stayed at home for three years without going out at all. I'm a high school drop-out because of my anxieties and bullies which caused me to stay at home not going to school and missed all my exams, so the school kicked me out because my attendance was below par. I tried to attend other schools but they all rejected me after seeing my attendance. Before I got sick, my grades were always on the top three positions of the whole form. My dream at that time was to study psychology at college but it will never be achieved now. I may be plain loser in life, but I will struggle to achieve the life I want to have and things I want to do before I die.

So yes, just summarized my life in those few paragraphs. I am looking for kind and/or like-minded people to be friends with. If you are one, please feel free to add me and I will add you back! :)
♡itemptfate on February 13th, 2015 03:25 am (UTC)
I would like to be friends. :) Would it be okay if I added you?